Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Groggy tiredness unknowingly turned into restless

 Yin Fan to wake up gradually found that people have gone around and picked up a watch on the bedside, before six o'clock, how the child would wake up so early?

Security tired of empty hall, not a warm and noisy past, a bunch of cold floor windows from the sun dipped in, solitary hit the sofa and let Yin Fan on some brow wrinkled in disgust.

Yin Non from the kitchen, when looking at the back stood in the hall where Yin Fan, provoking little of the wire grin, the next day, obediently that you are uncomfortable, right?

suddenly appeared scared Some body Yi Chan Yin Fan, Yin Ce Guotou look to Africa, slight wrinkle on the brow, like to take over his handing me the coffee, but coffee was holding him tightly,



looked at the way non-Yin, Fan Yin can not only to sip his coffee cup, carrying a small mouth, smiled at him very happy, and then posted on his lips had just drunk place, drank with relish.

Am not used to him. Yin is a non-

glanced at his regret, and then sat down across from him,



two of the world is it?

While Yin was with a heavy make fun of non-words, allows the Yin Fan suddenly have a tightness simply too busy with his deal, President ............. send him abroad, where only two of us seemed to be a desire for non-...............look at the Yin Fan, lust said. Fan Meng Yin

stood up,

,UGG shoes, stood in the eye with his quivering eyes.

Yin Fan for the first time find that their foolish! Knows better than last night, the boy is not even understand their meaning to say! He told himself that he's obviously decided that he did not quite understand!



I feel really left you? In the end I doing wrong?

What is the relationship? You are my brother, does not mean he has the right to interfere in to my son. .



Non watched him slowly turning to look at themselves before they open hand, and sat back on the sofa.

did not respond, love is kind of how, in retrospect I was never the way blind through the feelings of promise, including the knife that I knew that I was thinking about. I just love the way that year-old promise, I clearly know the ten year-old child to make choices is not a joke, he was very clear that what they are doing, more aware of their feelings, so .......... I love to love to go. > Why do we give out such a bloody example? So they can not then he was a child, unaware of their feelings of reasons to shirk just love words.

, the brother can not put me as a child, otherwise it will not promise in the way left, you hit me severely and I are so small that time, beat you, but you do not lenient ah, why do Well .............. not make the situation now as a small child and love patrol? I was jealous of. is my brother, love is love ........ be my nephew.

............ because a person, a forever as a child only to his people, Yin fan you should understand this feeling, but you now .......... .. to do is copy your wounds to love him love you more cruel? his elders, it will never change. Also, I did not wound, I do not love-way commitment, he is to you, my brother and his love from that moment on, I love him to not have the qualifications , can not love his heart, so ........ not to love and we love to compare, because he was a child. turned his wildly fled upstairs, but also terribly upset the decadent fell back to the sofa ..........

Connaught is the way home from France after three days, no Where to accompany more than just love, because my heart I miss the Yin Fan, just feeling a sudden leave, he must be sad, but his home when we come to know, Yin Fan really sad, sad beyond their imagine holding a spare key to open when the door of his room, close the curtains and let the light in the house that are not, accompanied by strong pungent tobacco smell of alcohol pass over, leaning against the window about to lose consciousness of the people give way Connaught dull heart gave up, bloodshot eyes, give way promise dazzling and stab the heart.

being rocked gently, Yin Fan restore some sense of it gradually, slowly opened his eyes in front of people dead in the eye looked empty promise a long way, only faint smile,UGGs, bitter bear, has been hoarse voice to utter a word, just looked way promise, why have to leave? Ten years ago, who loves in my life left, but again when you do not belong to me, and now the person I most loved children have left, I desperately desperately want a good, but why should from I walk away? Am I doing wrong? You to tell me.



faint smile Qingwo Yin Fan Snow on the way the hand, so that his hand from his left cheek,UGG boots clearance, do not comfort me at this time, I will expose their own, Haojiu Hang arrangements, and told him, let him live there feel at ease in it, uncle would not find him.



, be assured, to rest, I'll go to make my .............



Yin Fan a smile that light, some bitterness that some self-deprecating, Enoch shook his head hastily explained, The Louguo his shoulders, as if the only way to reassuring way promise, indeed, Cheng Snow gradually calm down, before leaving.

promise to leave the watching process, Yin Fan open the bathroom door was turned around, went to see in the mirror, so he hates the people, are you, otherwise no one will leave, are because you exist! Raised his fist fiercely waving man in the mirror, and instantly took the broken glass with blood getting to fly, still looking at the broken mirror reflecting their own appearance, and finally could not help but burst into tears again, and never cry of the people, but you can not stop the tears, the collapse of its own.

outside, leaning against the corridor of the Yin Cheng see promise of non-face to come out from the house, listening to the voices crying inside Yin Fan, pulled him into his arm, his forehead gently snout, comfort.

? Fan Fan is also such a pain!

Yin non only smiled gently, do not say anything, promise to be winning the way tears drown deep kiss under the cheek, they will be very happy, do not worry about it ....... ......

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eight years after the airport

Yin Fan Cheng promise kept his head down looking at do not speak, there are some unknown frowned and asked, each time coming back from the only situation where all the happy, how come this?

Cheng Yin Fan

looked as if reluctant to say wildly promise, it did not ask, you can sit in the car when the Africa, and he sat down behind Yin Yin fan watching from the mirror Cheng Snow has been looking out the window, frowning tight, do not talk to anyone,

. That the words Tunhui, and turned away.

really grow up ......

sent them home, Yin Fan did not get off,UGG boots, they immediately turn around and back to the hotel.

way into the house when the promise, turning to look at non-Yin, the eyes is the first time with anger and even hatred, Love do not want you there.

When? Why do you always treated well cool? ! In the end you do not care about him in?



the son of his own hand handcuffed to the bed, the wrist blood flowing through the sleeves are playing, and like the feeling of the time, like the living dead, how can you so indifferent? Yin Cheng see promise that the collapse of non-appearance, feel sorry for a hold him, despite his struggles, , and you blame me now of no use. own pieces.

You know he too would like to Yin Fan, and think of him not survive when there is reason to go, because he too would like Yin Fan, so he quit drugs, and back around Yin Fan, and soon was his eighth birthday, is not it?

.... in the end, how much to pay to return the love you are so wrong!

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